It hasn’t been pretty these last couple of days, but my NaNoWriMo goal of 50K words has been reached, with about 75 minutes to spare. Don’t have much energy (physical or mental) left to say anything more profound than that; right now, I don’t even feel victorious. Just tired, and a little grateful for being able to accomplish this feat.
I’m amazed that you could put yourself through so much effort to complete a writing goal. Probably good discipline but it would not work for me. I could write the words but would I have quality writing? Not sure but well done to you. Now take a breather and simply write one profoundly beautiful word and see how where and for what purpose that leads you. Cheers!